A little while ago before the summer began, i decided that i was going to be happy. i decided i was going to stop groaning and griping about everything i didn’t have – the dreams i’ve always dreamed that i haven’t reached yet – and just enjoy life. i got that advice from a lovely soul. she said, “maybe you can forget all your aspirations for the time being and just enjoy your life, the world.”
this made me think for a second. and for me to think for a second is kind of a deal. (don’t want to say a BIG deal cuz it wasn’t THAT big, lol ;)) i’m a fast talking Aries that’s all about doing doing doing. So me pausing after hearing that advice means it kinda made an impression. i thought to myself, “yes, why not just enjoy my world?” so simple!
maybe worrying about getting my goals accomplished and feeling guilty if i’m not doing anything towards them, has not been the most effective method. and i am one that truly does enjoy life. i love all that is has to offer, i love adventure and new experiences and also just the day to day things i do like reading and enjoying a cup of tea 🙂 so why deny myself the enjoyment of all that? and maybe, just maybe, dreams are what happen while you are just living life?
well, enjoy myself i did. i wiped the worried and intense look off my face and replaced it with a smile. and now, a few months later, i feel happy, i truly do 🙂 and i had the most wonderful summer i could imagine.
i had the most wonderful wedding reception ever. it still brings a smile to my face 🙂 it included everything i love. Music, family, friends, a gorgeous dress, necklace, and shoes hee hee, wine!, and Joseph!
we recorded a video for “Wedding Song”, which turned out great and i’m so happy with. that’s a huge thing because i’m ALWAYS, not completely happy with anything i create!
(Click the image above to see the video! :))
i had the best trip ever, to Fingerlakes! we went wine tasting, where i discovered a RED wine, that tastes like BUTTER!! heaven!! i love reds the best, but i love how chardonnay tastes like butter sometimes, too. the best of both worlds in one wine, what a freakin revelation!! this was a treasure find for me. and of course walking among the vineyards with the grapes growing everywhere, i was in heaven 🙂
we also got to hike (one of my favorite things to do), in gorgeous weather, by GORGEOUS waterfalls! it was paradise 🙂
i also absolutely LOVE fruit, and there were farmers selling their produce everywhere. Local fresh picked raspberries and local honey just MADE one of my days there 🙂
i also absolutely ADORE flowers. i got to walk through wild flower gardens and just breathe in the fresh perfumed air outside amongst them all 🙂 and also just sit in a garden of them and wonder about how i got to my life now 🙂
i got to spend TONS of time with my favorite boys on the planet, Eric & Jaron! we went to a Renaissance Fair, the Catskills & Woodstock, went kayaking, and so much more <3 And i got to spend quality time with a lot of my friends. Mary, Amber, Mino! All these people make my life so much fuller and happier 😀
i joined the most wonderful gym, full of yoga, fresh live juices, and ellipticals where i can watch shows on my iPad while on them 😉 and my body and spirit have never felt better.
Annd, i broke 400,000 hits on my beloved website, created for me by who i think might literally be the kindest guy on the planet, Joseph, who has been such a blessing for me in my life.
soooo, what do i have to complain about?? nothing! yes, i still have goals and aspirations, but i’m not going to get to them by being depressed and not letting myself live. i will live, i will be happy, and i will realize more and more, that i am living my dream 🙂 and life is only going to get better and full of more blessings as time goes by. i feel that. maybe my dreams are truly happening while i’m truly LIVING my life!! take, for instance, my new DREAMY pink Uggiesssss!!!! how cute are they?? i just got them the day before yesterday! and they are the perfect color, called Sangria!! how appropriate and yummy?? ;D i’d say they (and everything else this wonderful summer!!), are definitely huge contributors to me living my dreams at this very moment <3