So, i have decided to start a blog. I have always loved to write, i write in my journal constantly, i think i have over 20 full ones now. My first passion of course is my music, but i think my second may be reading and writing. and then cooking follows that… along with yoga when i get off my ass and actually do it!! i do love the way it makes me feel afterward, though, so it helps my life overall, and i’d say that is a great investment for sure!
So, i wasn’t sure if today is the day i should l start the blog, as i’ve have a few glasses of wine with my turkey bolognese, and i’m not particularly happy with the sluggish rate my cd is progressing. but hey, i’m all about stating what is, with always an optimistic but hopefully realistic outlook… so realistically, i am TIRED OF WAITING for my cd to be finished!!! this is the helpless way i feel now, and have been feeling for the past couple of months, for the past year…. it’s just so much more difficult to be waiting around for others to get around to doing their job, because i can’t do anything about it!! and that’s the challenging part. but i’m learning to accept that things don’t always happen the way you want them to. this mindset is bringing me a little much needed peace.
Just took a long hot epsom salt bath with lavender essential oil, and it’s helped me relax, along with the cooking i did afterward. so yes i’m grateful for the little things in life that make it easier and pleasurable. and speaking of pleasurable, i was fortunate to go to a Sarah Mclachlan concert in NYC a few nights ago. it was breathtaking. the music of course, and the live performance more so, but feeling a spiritual pull by the music… it touching me so deeply and confirming even more that this is my purpose. So thank you to Sarah Mclachlan, who’s pulled me through the hard times with her music, who inspires me, who lets me reconfirm over and over again what my purpose on this earth is.
so, this is good for today, i’ve quite enjoyed myself and feel better already. and coconut water helps too, i LOVE the stuff!!